Wisdom Wednesday is a newsletter in which I am sharing my spiritual experience and expertise relevant to this Nature Year – the Year of Complete Surrender (September 23, 2019 – September 22, 2020).
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I went to my absolute limits during my Tantra practice today in preparation for writing this week’s Wisdom Wednesday newsletter: three hours of Tantra with intermittent periods of indescribable sorrow. This was on the heels of six hours of healing work yesterday. My heart is in pain as I write this now.
Last week, I shared a monumental revelation: At age 15, after I was raped by my father, I knew in my heart that my mother was aware of my father’s sexual abuse of me. I have been working through layer upon layer of repression this week and experiencing great sorrow with each breakthrough I achieved. It has been really difficult work.
During my healing today, the 15-year-old girl within me cried out, “Mom, why didn’t you stop him. You could have stopped him. You could have stopped him from raping me.” That my mother didn’t stop my father from abusing me when she was aware of it was incomprehensible to me. I cried, “I don’t understand Mom. I don’t understand.”
It may seem crazy to you that I go to such lengths to heal; that I dedicate so much of my time to healing. My desire to heal is so strong. I know that healing is really all that matters. I know that it is the only reason we are here on Earth. I know that when we give everything we have to our healing, we will be able to meet all the challenges we face and move through them victoriously.
We are collectively facing a mighty challenge – a point of crisis actually – COVID-19 and its myriad of effects on society. Each of us is being touched to one degree or another by this point of crisis. Ascended Master Djwal Khul, through the late Alice Bailey, teaches that all spiritual initiations are characterized by a point of crisis. A point of crisis is intended to be a sacred passage to higher consciousness and a corresponding new and better reality.Whether or not we utilize crisis as an opportunity to grow spiritually depends on our willingness to heal. Every point of crisis is a call to healing and the current crisis is no exception.I could easily step back from the intensity of my healing work now given the crisis at hand; for we are certainly feeling it here at La Vie de la Rose. Instead, I am holding steady on the course I committed to at the start of this Nature year, knowing that my healing will open the portal to all the solutions I seek, and it is my greatest service as well. As we do this accelerated spiritual growth® work from the Ascended Masters, we raise our vibratory rates quickly and we become increasingly able to support others directly or through the emanations that radiate from our energy grids.
I am encouraging you to keep your focus on your healing for your benefit and that of humanity. Let us carry on with the work of Ascension and elevate humanity too.
The Ascended Masters are working with lightworkers around the world to provide healing support to humanity during the point of crisis catalyzed by the pandemic.
They are asking those of us who participate in the Sacred Feminine Program for Accelerated Spiritual Growth® to work with them in a particular format.They are asking us to sit in meditation for 18 minutes every day for 18 days: Thursday, April 9 to Sunday, April 26.During this time, they will collectively channel healing light through us to humanity with the specific intention of alleviating people’s suffering. This light will provide great comfort and upliftment. Participating in these meditations will lift our spirits as well, especially as we continue our own, often intense, healing work.
It took me three more hours of healing before the voice of this poem became available. Three more hours of working through layers of repression to the indescribable anguish of the shattered 15-year-old girl that has been hidden within my heart center all these years. I am exhausted and still, I went the distance, followed the call of my Soul to keep going until this part of me found her voice.
All Love All Ways,